I think I need a chill pill or a big ol' glass of something to settle my nerves. I just got back from day 1 of our 3 day STATE (long course) CHAMPIONSHIPS. It was short tonight because {k} only did one event ... the 200M IM. She did great ... cut nearly 4 seconds off her personal best (which she just did 2 weeks ago). Lately I feel like we have moved beyond the gentle clapping hands of " go {k}, go" and "do your best" to ... "MOVE IT {k} ... kick those legs ... pick it up!" with a big time voice (scream) and body language (waving and jumping) . I tell ya, it's enough to give me heart palpitations and anxiety. I'm still shaking even after the event ended nearly 2 hours ago. and This beer that I am drinking isn't doing anything. I think my symptoms are incurable. THANKFULLY, in a short while, the husband and 3 other children come home after a full week away in a state far, far away. I have missed them A LOT. It was strange to just...